what has happen to me...

what has happen to me..??
that is a good question..
i think i had already made 3 blogger id, BUT i can't remember the password !!!
stupid..
what has happen to me..??
lately i'm feeling very angry to nearly everyone.
i can't bare to even listen to some people.
usually i'm not like that. well i often get angry but not like this.
does a PMS have something to do with it ?!
what has happen to me..??
lately i've been thinking of a person from my past.
i start to think something that i have been try to erase it from my head for all this time.
it's been nearly 5 years and suddenly it's on my mind again.
"why was that person doesn't try to defend what that person have."
that thought has been inside my head for the last 2 months.
stupid...
i really can't understand myself..
how can other people understand what i feel when I can't understand my own feeling.